Suddenly he realized the truth
He thought about the inevitable
Some creepy creatures were living in his head,
dancing and singing with great joy
Waiting in line to give him madness
He tried talking to strangers, they wouldn´t listen
His conscious was his own private enemy
Interrogation signs in all his pictures
He wouldn´t take it, he was not going to give up
Pretending not to exist
he gave away all his hopes and wishes
It was the only solution for his bemused mind.
“Nobody is going to control me, not even myself”
…he lied.
Go into that room
Inside there is my whole life
Just take it and burn it
No signs of wisdom inside
This is my life now, full of doubts
Grab those insecurities and wrap them around my neck
Don’t ask me how I’m gonna solve this on my own
You only have to stay, those memories will stay
Make me scream, beat me up
I need to wake up.
Take me out for a walk
Carry me over your shoulder like you always do
You can look into my eyes and see why I can´t fly
All the people around us doesn´t exist anymore
They don´t know what they can see
We all need to let our mind breath
Take a deep smoke and roll like a perfect stone
The sounds will guide us to the shrine
Just make some silence and you will listen
Come alive, take my corpse and shake it well
It can be undone, I´m so sorry
Kiss me goodbye and I´ll return someday.
My eyes are high
Her voice guides my reason
My mind is on her drawer
We are just 2 motions,
abstract and carefree
Looking for some form,
but finally lost
…in a beautiful void.
I´m running in circles looking for the finish line
My head is spinning while I melt my brain with abstract noises
Come on, let me suffer with desire
A thousand screams echoes in my mind
Nobody is talking about us baby
Everything seems slower
(Loud scream with distorted guitars)
Fading faces around me
I´ll pick you up and it will be all right
And now I´m running back and I don´t care
And I´m not sure if it matters
Almost breathless I say hi to you
Only givers win the latest joy
You take my hand and kiss my cheek
(Slow guitar solo)
Grab my arm and take me anywhere
Being with you is the only thing that keeps me sane
I can feel your heat between my arms
press repeat…
I´m on a ride without a name
There is neither a direction nor a single path
and above all, it has no breaks.
Un mareo inunda mi visión
Intento olvidar, recobrar sentido
Pero soy traicionado
Un evento inesperado, una voz que se aleja
Aumenta el ritmo, desacelera mi pensar
El tiempo se desvanece y caigo lentamente
El tiempo se ha esfumado
El reloj ya no marca la hora
Mis recuerdos quedan atrapados en cada parpadeo.
Se acerca la medianoche y me encuentro recostado en su regazo
Presurosa sangre ilumina mis mejillas
Siento una mano sobre mi sonrojado rostro
y me aferro a ella sin pensar en nada más
Sensaciones y sentimientos abruman mi cabeza
Mil colores puedo ver, pero no me acuerdo de ninguno
El frio retoma a mi rostro y aquella tersa piel se aleja
Una sonrisa asoma en su rostro
Una parte mía puedo ver reflejada en sus ojos.
En ese momento comprendimos la realidad del asunto
Algo más estaba ocurriendo.
My mind is in silence
The only voice I barely hear is my own
All the doors and windows are now closed (with a thousand nails)
There is someone outside who can help me.
One by one starts falling
Someone is on the other side.
The door is wide open
The sweetest scent invades my soul
My heart is beating faster as the time goes by
I can´t open my mouth, my lips are sealed.
Have you ever seen my true feelings?
I should explain them to you some day,
but not now nor in this chapter.
He llegado a “ese” momento de la madrugada
Aquel en el que la razón se debilita y cede paso a lo etéreo
El sueño se convierte en un sedante
Y la tranquilidad de la noche en el perfecto escenario
No puedes leer mi mente
No puedes ver mi rostro
Y aun así siento tu cercanía entre mis ojos
Los labios resecos
Las pupilas dilatadas
Tu imagen se proyecta en mi muestra privada
El reloj marca las tres
Me apresuro con esta breve entrega
Nada más un enter y habré terminado.
She lives in outer space
looking for stars.
Walking down the moon she discovered my hideout
She arrived at night
A bittersweet melody came out of her mouth
An endless caress in my ears
She grabbed my face and blew my mind
We turned into stardust
and flew back to space.
Se preguntó si seria capaz de escribir sin pluma,
si podría aprender a hablar,
a llenar la oscuridad con su voz lanzando las palabras al aire,
a las paredes,
a la ciudad,
aunque la luz no volviera nunca mas.
C.F. Ciudad de cristal , Paul Auster
There he was, trying to wake up
Remembering all those words he heard the night before
His mind was absent; his body was unable to move
A thin layer of voice came out of his mouth
I am no longer here
There is a lot of logic in my words
That only I can understand
Shame on me
Where is my grand finale?
They said this should last at least 8 hours
So I have 3 more hours to play dead
She said something I didn´t understand
He said it was only a bad dream
And the only thing I remember is a phone call interrupting my sleep
It was…
My name wasn´t my name, but nobody could speak…
Maybe I was in somebody else dream
But I can´t, it´s not fair
I should go and look into my files
There must be something good to recall
This looks good, this ought to do it
Sweet dreams.
- I don´t believe in love
- For me it´s too much for one word
- What are we going to do?
- Let me think for a second…I love you!
- (…)
- Well?
- (…)
- Was it worth it?
- (…)
- Every single bit of it.
Confusos sentimientos se pasean libremente
en aquel estrecho camino de emociones.
Brota en ellos un inesperado deseo,
lentamente se acercan el uno al otro.
Dos almas cómplices.
Labios que rozan,
timidez que se desvanece;
quizás esta vez
el tiempo los perdono.
Libres al fin de aquella prisión,
la complicidad se transforma en pasión.
El mundo iba desapareciendo a su alrededor.
Solo eran ellos dos
en un extraño vacio,
en donde por fin los pudo encontrar el amor.
La realidad fulmina aquel hermoso episodio
Presura que sofoca dicha entrega
Solo queda un despertar solitario
Nostalgia de un eterno retorno.
El furioso silencio sofocaba nuestras palabras
En la oscuridad desaparecían las distraídas sombras taciturnas
Mi mente escapaba desesperadamente hacia un refugio invisible.
Melodías convertidas en relajante ruido
Fingiré desesperación y desconcierto.
Nuestras sombras se han quedado atrás, luego nos seguiran
Hemos escapado sin dejar rastro alguno.
Dos almas absorbiendo confusiones mutuas
Tenues luces urbanas fungen de testigos
Pensamientos que vuelan y quedan atrapados en el baúl de paranoias
Sonrisas cómplices que cobijan nuestra locura.
Int. Building “L”. Afternoon
I light up a cigarette and walk away from that empty room
I can see your ghost by my side
It is playing and having fun
She doesn´t know me, she won´t talk to me
So I leave her alone and walk to the other side
Now she´s getting away and I can feel a breeze calling me back
The cigarette disappears and I wake up.
The Woods. Morning
Now I´m running, looking for her
C: Where is she?
(Waving his arms anxiously)
X: can you dream the same dream again?
(With a sarcastic tone)
C: Well, no. I think that is impossible
(Setting the “obvious”)
X: Now, that’s not the right answer
(Proud of itself)
C: So….Tell me!
(Desperate)
X: Forget about her, someday you´ll find her. Just…not in your dreams.
So I Waited.
My mind is running wild
So I look at your face
My eyes won´t close
The night is in a hurry and we keep on waiting
Waiting for the sun while we kiss
I´m suffocating
I won´t let you escape from this dream
Don´t hesitate
We´ll go underground
Take all you need and let´s meet again
I´ll picture myself with you
In a tale of melodies.
Desaparecen ambos extremos de lo infinito
Aquel despejado cielo no es más que una ilusión
De la transparente fragilidad en nuestras almas
Aquel “amor” efímero que alguna vez me alejo
Es tan solo un bizarro recuerdo
Una cobarde espera prolongada por días
Nerviosa atracción de un corazón ansioso
Quedo atras
La soledad se transformo en mi confidente
Catarsis de mi confundida mente
Pequeño reflejo de toda esa tristeza contenida
Una sombra entre tanta oscuridad
Fue entonces que renuncie a ese desgastado sentir
La claridad renació entre tanta confusión
Aquella valentía subyugada por tanta decepción
Logro el mas hermoso resultado.
En rueda o riel funde el herrero el hierro:
Una flor o mujer o águila o ángel
En oro o Plata el joyador cincela:
Tú sólo, sólo tú, sabes el modo
De reducir el Universo a un beso!
C.F. Copa Con Alas , José Martí
Un desmemoriado individuo
recuerda la memoria de la humanidad
mas no la individual
delicioso olvido, un renacer para volver a envejecer
lapsus cerebral que nos aleja de todas nuestras tragedias
una nueva oportunidad para equivocarse y arrepentirse
¿Y si recordar fuera debilidad?
una epidemia a la cual temer
tener un despertar fresco y sin preocupaciones
un caos rondaría nuestra existencia
anarquía de una vida sin recuerdos.
Una deprimida mujer despierta de su letargo
camina sinuosamente hacia aquel paraíso de píldoras y batas blancas
una falsa sonrisa se dibuja en su pálido rostro
pequeña satisfacción para un gran final.
Se abre el telón y se escucha un interruptor
tiernamente las luces caen sobre aquel famélico cuerpo
impotentes testigos de una mente trastornada
la protagonista admira su tesoro sobre aquella mesa de caoba
y engulle hasta la última pastilla
le agradece al público presente
cae el telón.
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